Yesterday we had a long walk in the woods nearby.
It was wonderfully foggy, completely still and the changing
trees were gorgeous. But since this is a pre-Halloween post
I am forgoing the splendour for some spookiness.
So far October has been rough. The anti-anxiety meds
are working, but unfortunately they seem to free up
more space for my depression. Or maybe this year's changes
and complications have triggered a mid-life crisis...
Going back to school this autumn has been interesting
but challenging. In the course I'm taking I'm never
really sure if I am delivering what is expected of me.
But I am happy with my tutor for my degree project
and I feel pretty excited about my area of research.
Right after Halloween I have a big test coming up
and I am handing in my degree project outline and progress.
Because of this I "outsourced" our annual Halloween
family party to my brother, but since they're out of town
on the 31st we have ended up with nothing to do and nowhere
to go on Halloween night. It makes me a bit sad.
The sale of the store is still up in the air, and the realtor
we hired is kind of a joke. We aren't closed down yet
but we haven't been open for almost a month either.
But we may get some news this week, fingers crossed.
I just really want to have it over with!