First day of spring

I feel like for weeks now, maybe months, I have started writing this post
and then deleted it. But if there is ever going to be a perfect day
for looking back and summarizing the winter season - it's today, isn't it?

My winter has been shit. There, I put it out there, in to the blogosphere.
Now I have no clue how to continue... I guess first off, changing around
my meds a couple of times has been... problematic. Also, my store is not
going very well. And my man is having a really hard time finding a job.

A couple of weeks ago the flu hit my family with force. Being the only one
who didn't get sick I suddenly had a double work load, covering for
my mom at work and taking care of my man at home. That's when I broke.
I don't have much more to say about right now. Maybe I will later.

Some of you have sent me things over the last month, both in words
and in lovely gifties. I haven't had the strength to reply and thank you all,
but your love helps me through my lowest points and I am so grateful.
Some of you are also overdue an email from me (sorry!) and all of you
are overdue a blog comment from me (though I still visit and read).

I don't know what spring will bring in terms of... well, anything really,
but my intention is to come back to the blog world. In the meantime
I hope you are all doing ok and I hope to see you soon. Take care!

20 kommentarer:

  1. I'm so sorry to hear winter was difficult for you! I've been hoping that spring will bring new beginnings for everyone (it seems to be a troublesome time for a lot of people). I'm sending positive energies your way. Remember to take time for yourself to de-stress!
    Best wishes~
    \(^ - ^)/

  2. Sorry things sucked for you. I know that feeling of being overwhelmed and breaking down! Sending all the love I can! Take it easy if you can! I hope that the situation with the meds works out soon!

  3. So sorry you had such a rubbish end of winter. The flue has been really nasty this year. The first of March is also St David's Day, Wales' national day.

    And strangely enough, my last blog post is about what March will bring. And I swear I didn't even read your post before.

  4. I wish things will start to look better now, and I wish you strenght and love and hope things work out for your man! I think it is abmirable that you are able to write about all this.

  5. I'm so sorry about your issues! I hope, your loved ones recover fast and you'll have some time for yourself again. *Hugs!* :)

  6. Somehow things will work out in the end - that's what I keep saying to myself.

  7. Sending you strength dear one, and lots of hugs and love. It's gonna be ok. Maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow, but someday it will be ok.

  8. I don't think my last comment went through. I haven't had the best start to 2015 myself, but I believe, for us both, that it will get so much better and there is only up from here. I'll be here for you, waiting, sending all the happy and positive energy I can that things look up for you and yours.

  9. Keep your head up, it will probably get better soon! I wish you all the strength in the world to accomplish your dreams!

  10. I think I started and deleted all of my comments in the hope I could say something that could maybe help in the smallest way, too... but I'm in the same kind of rut. It's really tough... but we must endure, and we must conquer.

  11. Don't look back....nothing to see. Now! Spring, health, sunshine and chatty friends!
    Yes, you know we miss you, we feel the gap in our chatty ness! Sunshine and Promise onward, !!!! take of YOU! others will be happy you did xoxoxoxoDebi

  12. Sending big big hugs your way. Sometimes life gets better overnight. Let's hope it happens for you too. Have a lucky week ;-)

  13. Sending hugs and happy thoughts your way! I am so sorry you've had it so rough. The flu is headache enough buy your man not being able to find work and even your store not doing so well is so hard. Trying to figure all of that out along with medication changes and having all this trouble with electronics on top of it, you are very much allowed to break. I know I would. Spring will feel better, there's more sun and warmer weather!

  14. I hope spring brings new hope! <3


  15. Oh God, Ms. Misantropia. I hope you get the med thing squared away soon. The youngest is going through that too - wasn't it nice of her mother to pass all her little quirks along genetically? As for me, alcohol is still the best medicine as long as I remember to indulge 'in moderation'. There are some serious drinkers out here - I can't keep up!

    Let's hope spring brings brighter days business-wise, once everyone stops hibernating. :)

  16. Here's hoping that when winter departs, it will take all those problems with it! Bright blessings to you, Ms M.

  17. Oh my dear. I only realised I'd missed a post when I read your more recent one.

    The change of season will bring some sunshine, which will draw people out of their homes and into your lovely shop.

    I hope you feel better soon. I'm thinking of you and wishing you many happy things. ♥

  18. I hope spring brings better things, dear one. I hope your man finds a job soon--I understand how stressful that can be for him and you both. I also hope your store starts giving like it should. So there, lots of hoping. And hot damn! those meds need to get their act straight (I'm trying to get used to my last prescription, too; I'm seeing progress. Slow, but it's there).

  19. Sending you love and strength. I hope things take a turn for the positive soon. I know my depression and chronic pain make me withdraw from everything, and it always feels like starting from scratch after I've had a breakdown. Sending you all the strength and love in the world.


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