I don't know about you guys, but my October was crazy!
I feel like it went by in a blur, with all the planning and partying.
Though it was pretty wonderful, I feel completely exhausted
of all my Halloween energy and in need of a break.
Since we don't celebrate Thanksgiving in Sweden,
November is really all about nesting and contemplation.
We will be making fires, drinking tea, reading and sleeping.
I didn't feel like talking about my issues in the middle of
all the great Halloween blogging, but next to all the spooky fun
it has also been a bit of a trying month for me (and my man).
My medicine is still aggravating my insomnia, and is still causing
sweats and dehydration. The latest side effect is mild facial eczema.
On the other hand, my anxiety, sadness and anger have all lessened.
On yet the other hand, so have some of my passions.
But, I don't hate myself as much anymore. I don't obsess over
every detail of every single conversation or interaction I have.
I don't take things as personally, and I don't cry as much.
I guess what I'm wondering is; What will now fill that space?