Some of you may remember that I started on new drugs a month ago.
By now the side effects have abated and I can somewhat accurately
assess the effects; Things are less heavy black, the world is not as much
the scary place I usually feel it is and I worry less, about everything.
At the same time I seem to have lost most of my interest in cooking
and being creative, and my need for physical touch is all but gone.
Quite the trade off, huh?
I told my mother about the effects of the drugs and her response
made me feel like shit. My mother's need for me to be a healthy
and well adjusted person has caused me harm from time to time,
but yesterday she caught me off guard and really disappointed me.
So tonight I'm gonna put on my black lace dress and go out drinking
with my cousin. I'm gonna stuff my face and listen to live music,
and I'm gonna forget about toxic relationships for a while.
What are your weekend plans?